I've been gone for months.
When I got back from relatives my brother got ill..
We only thought it was cold
but he got worse.
Soon he had to go to hospital and we took longer to move

we did not move and my father was very upset so he talked to owner and they reveresed sale

my brother never really got the chance to view life.
people said it was the Bird flu??


....July 15th......


I was in depression. I never came home, i stayed up all night wondering about asking self if life is ok being only child.

still had to go to school good grades
I set off on my own my family can deal with their own

I moved to the US where i am today with a couple of roomates here in New york, going to either California or Washington to attend art college.

Though I am empty and feel as though many wish to never talk to me again.
I under stand